second day of school. well, not bad. it was tiring though. i helped with sec 1 orrientation. a help that wasn't needed, wasn't asked, went unoticed, was not appreciated, but whole heartedly given. i'm going to say something about this year's council. in my opinion, tian wei and shila managed the school better beacuse of one thing; they were united as partners. even though the rest of the council was in chaos, tian wei and shila often fought, but always worked things out. unlike master ibrohim and mistress rouning. i think the malays in the council are againts the chinese and that there is alot of backstabbing going on betweeen the council. in theory, this will never work out. an unstable cornerstone will send the whole building crumbling down. what i mean is this council is not united. hence, i sense, so will be the next.

drama is eating up all my energy. and i want to back-out. but i am not willing to as i told ms yee that i'm in. if i told her that i changed my mind she would reprimand without limit as how i know she will. im not quiting i just do not want to perform for the sec 1 orientation. well at least she is less ferocious than ms victoria chong. both of them are contemporary by the way, i just found out. no reason for this outburst of information. just that they have both the same reputation. nevertheless, i want to gve my best for drama as my previous cca's are of atrocious reminisence. therefore i feel that i have found a home in drama.

as you can see i am trying to improve my english by writting as fluent as i can. i want to get straight A's for 'O' levels as i want to get an overseas scholarship. praying that i would. i made up my mind that i want to be a psychologist. whatever that word means.

this is insane.